You have been giving me NO attention these last few months. I gained some weight and I feel that because of that, you’ve lost interest in my and are treating me like shit lately.
I went out with the girls 3 weeks ago, remember? I told you I was going to sleep over at Sarah’s place? I didn’t. I slept over at Sean’s place. I met him that night at PJ’s. He gave me attention all night and actually listened to me when I spoke. I haven’t felt so WANTED in so long, so, I let him have me.
You’ll never read this, but, that night was the beginning of the end for us. There is so much more in the world for me than your negativity.
I should have left you a long time ago. Now I know I need to.